web log - wednesday, october 31, 2001

day 111. i can't fight this feeling any longer. and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow. what started out as friendship, has grown stronger. i only wish I had the strength to let it show.

ouch. hannah was up every hour last night. literally. so my wife got next to zero real sleep and i was up two or three times, i don't remember. she wasn't in pain, she isn't sick, she was just... fussin'. it wasn't fun to experience but, ultimatly, i suspect this won't be the last time either. i just hope she goes right back to her normal schedule. *sigh*

i was gonna do my movies list tonight but i'm too tired. lack of sleep (see above).

i'm gonna try and redownload the latest redhat linux iso's again. i tried last week and was getting a whole 4kbps... which meant the download was gonna take 2-1/2 days. maybe i can find a faster server. 

peace, spudwrench


web log - monday, october 29, 2001

day 109. i don’t want to wait anymore. i just don’t think I have the strength, the strength to carry on.
oh, I don’t want to wait anymore. i waited so long, forgot what I’m waiting for.

sorry about the little break. we took a little roadtrip up to arnold and then down through yosemite. very cool. hannah did awesome (like always) even though she was in a carseat for hours on end. she slept in a port-a-crib we have, in our hotel room (duh). she even slept from 11pm to 7am two of the nights and only woke up once for 15 minutes (@ 4am) on the third night. nothing seems to phase her.

dang, i leave for 2 days and work falls apart. oh well, i guess it's all just job security. 

i've managed to get html copies of all of my ut map reviews on my hard drive. i'll post them here on my web site when i get around to it.

i have a list of all my downloaded movies. i'll also post that soon.

i've lost the address of my buddy to send my vhs copy of "Akira" and a couple other cds. i guess i'll just have to be known as a flake to him. sorry, jstr. :(

don't forget... this website is changing hosting servers. make sure to change any bookmark to "http://go.to/spudwrench".


peace, spudwrench